Back 2 Life continued the house..

When I went to buy a house in 1998 there was a large lein or restriction that had to be paid before I could get the house loan.  It turned out to be almost 10 years of intrest on this hospital motrin.

Anyway back to the pain story: after about 3 more weeks of suffering the pain dissappated without any explanation.
I gradually tried to become normal again.

I've theoryized this pain to be from getting run over at the night club but just didn't feel the pain till later.
Over the years I've discovered my body is like that.  I can get hit today and no cuts bruises or pains for a few days later.  Weird huh...

Back 2 Life

Many may think I'm crazy but I really think I was killed in 1989 or somewhere around then.  Basically I was at a night club in Mountain View, CA  called the French Quarter.  It was in the Old Mill Shopping Center.

Some guy was showing off his brand new Datsan/Nissan 280z and revving the engine.

I was standing in the parking lot and his car engaged in gear and ran over me.

I remember the muffler going through my face and I was trying not to imagine how much it was going to hurt.  All of sudden there was this loud noise.  Louder than any noise I ever heard in my life before.
Like a crack Clang clank noise like metal hitting loud dense glass or something.

Then I was in a white tornado.  I felt like I was standing upright and there were winds circuling counter clockwise around my body for felt like 5/10 minutes as I stood there.

The white cloud/tornado was gone and I was laying on the ground with a crowd of people standing around me. 

I looked up and some dude was looking at me spooked and ask if I was ok.
I started getting up and said... I"m fine.  When some other dude came over to me and whispered "you better lay back down, you about to get paid"

I said no I'm fine and got up and people were wondering what I had in my pocket that made that loud ass noise.  I said All I have is my house key and my car key in my pocket but I remembered that everybody heard the noise.  I didn't pay much attention to this episode until later...the pain.

Some un-remembered time after this incident  days? weeks? can't remember exactly I woke up with the greatest pain I had ever felt in my life.

I literally could not sleep or think for weeks.  I just walked around the neighborhood day and night crying and praying to God to forgive me for whatever I've done to be in such pain.  I mustered up enought strength to drive to El Camino hospital.  The made me sit in the emergency waiting room for hours.  I didn't know what I was going to do.  Then they sent me to doctor and he gave me two motrin or something.   And left me sitting in this room on a table forever.

I eventually left but they had charged me $43 for each Motrin I believe.  I never paid.  But in 1998...;

That Dumb Ass Kid finds Egypt

yeah,  imagine I was a grown black man before I realized Egypt was in Africa.  Mind you I studied how to build a pyramid, the energies, the math, and was facinated by Egypt as and elementary school child.   But mind you my 26 year old girl friend and my 33 year old self were shocked when we went to the San Jose Egyption Museum and discovered Egypt was in Africa.  She was Cape Verdian/Cabo Verde  which is off the coast of Africa.

Amazing how ignorant humans can be about some basic stuff.  The books just omitted small details like that when I was a kid.

Hollow Earth stories and forgot about one way up...

Somewhere down the line I read about Yacub, Inner Earth, Admiral Byrd, and a bunch of other colaborating stories and scriptures and began to consider the earth was a hollow globe.

Much like the hollow earth model. Considered the innner sun idea, northern lights, idea of longer life spans and entering the earth at various portals.  North/South pole.

Looked at inner earth maps: Ariania and seriously wondered about North/South travel restrictions.

Then I stumbled across the "Flat Earth" idea again on youtube.  I said to myself how ridduculous.

Then I thought about my real life experiences and realized this was closer to my perception and experience of reality than any other model.  Admittedly I did look into Concave earth for a minute, but that ish just seemed too stupid.  The funny thing is it might be close to reality.  The presenters of the information displayed such non-sensical arguments that I discarded pursuing this until the flat earth model could be disproved.

The Flatness of Earth... Thought 1

Having once believing in the globe I migrated to Hollow Earth theories.  Then saw a soul leave a dead snake-looking creature go right through the ceiling in 2006 and realized that there was only one way up.

I pondered why did this spirit/cloud looking thing which was lifting the snake up go straight up.
The cloud went up the snakes body dropped on the floor of the hallway of this office building.
The cloud proceeded to go up right through the ceiling like it wasn't even there.

I felt God/Creator of all put this there for me to see.  I thought what if I was in china would this cloud have went sideways or down or any other angle.  Then I realized there is only one way up.

I theorized this to mean when we die we can go up through any physical matter at Gods Choice.

Only you know which way your soul is going.  And That's Real